See you still ain’t scratched that selfish itch
See you still ain’t stopped me from being a hopeless romantic
Ticked off cause my love gave you a number
I kept you idle for hours while away messages soothed your wonder
Told you I was no good for you
Yet you refused to let go
Figured those words would cause allergic reactions to take hold
But no,
It felt good to make excuses when moments of clarity would run deep
Although you still ain’t stopped ’em all from believing in me
And believe you me my lies cost me plenty
But in the end you hate me because you love me
Matters that complicate heartbreaks when aching
Your heart tries as it might to compromise
But drowning your love in another will never suffice
It’s like trying to turn a hoe into a housewife
Way too much of you was into me
When you knew first hand of my deceit
We goaded each other heavily
Combined earthly with heavenly
And while in forbidden states you exposed my love
And what you felt abandoned by you turned your back on
Every expression ever uttered between us
If only you would abandon that bad attitude love
All I wanted was to have a friend in you
And let’s be real about the fact that you wanted it too
You, so prolific at perfectly placed sentences
It was easier when we both felt the pain hidden within
When creative juices flowed freely through callused membranes
Creating sensations in the extremeties of my heart’s maze
Where cuts bruises and burns are always able to heal
‘Cause dead emotions only give zombie-like love until they kill
Baby girl, you are now officially official
Your heart’s sign is sealed
You’ve been officially issued
So when I say “you can’t continue to pretend perfection,
Toiling with studs emotions,
Thinking they won’t express them,
Just know this,
We’re imperfect and hearts often fill with emotion
At the moral of life’s stories - and it’s a fairly safe notion
When intent’s to take away the pain of an ex-mystery
Like Shakespeare citing sonnets of an impending defeat
My apologies were received
Now I leave you with finis
’cause don’t nothin’ sound less forgiving
Than rehashing painful memories
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