Miles of roadway overlapped every flutter
All my thoughts centered on making the journey
Miles of roadway separated beating hearts
Trying to pry apart what both had given –  not taken 
Those unspoken words still owned our thoughts
Those we thought were better left unstated
Didn’t want to profess anything for naught
Despite faux protests ringing loudly in my ears
Those three words you had been waiting to hear
Lack of responsibility claimed meant I hadn’t faced my fears
And your heart wasn’t looking for a boat ride atop tears
But you never once doubted my loving side
No comparison to the adrenaline rush I provided
You felt it everytime I took love on a test ride
I tipped the velvet just right 
And with it came no protesting
Reactions so strong I caused leg trembles whilst professing
Sweet nothings that meant something and everything between two
My undying love
Fuels the force of nature I feel for you
And If I knew any better, girl 
I would have been told you, I love you

My bed lies still when you’re not here
My tongue holds its tip halting moist from drawing near
Remembering that time is always on our side
Your fleeting touch draws near making everything alright
And so I lay here saying nothing
While wanting
Everything

…

I think of us in daydreams void of color
On daunting afternoons those thoughts expel my wonder
And In your control I find myself
Tightly bound is your rope around the nape of my soul
Can’t help but stare upward feeling vulnerable until 
Your rope is exposed resembling the softest of silk
So I return to admiring your features in black and white still

Make me want to penetrate the mental
on purpose with purpose
Expressing neverending sentimentals
With soulful intentions
Intent on reinventing
Can’t help but make mention
Of my total contentment
You and I loving without limit
Despite my many trangressions
You’ve shown a love timed and tested
Invested with the best of ingredients
One can only wish to intercept it
You are that good my Queen
Constantly you’re representin’
And from where I’m standing
Pedestal ain’t high enough
To show how high I’m truly gettin’
You love me potently
Heart’s in need of an intervention
Your mind sex leaves me helpless
An addiction I don’t want prevented
I crave your love whole and part
And with you my mind is afflicted
With the pangs of maturity
And the strongest of resillience
Feelings for you go so deep
Can’t even remember feeling without them

If Genesis is a metaphor
For creation
Our love exists readily
All over the universe
Evolving post apocalyptic
Surviving centuries of existence
Without holding hands or
Embraced in open mouth kisses
This single celled organism
Heart breaks for you
Lucky to have your love
At least a century or two
We’ve seen lovers create
Who were greater than great
Never to be reunited
For they met with earlier fates

You sound good
Like jazz in the morning
Take my head on a ride
That can only be described
In lullabies past
They play slow as our souls’
Oddly shaped matter becomes plentiful
By dancing circles in fine tune
With thumping beats sound proofed
Through heart and guts
It requires both to love me
But beware ’cause
My love scenes don’t come pre-screened
And you wouldn’t be
The first woman to over-stand
Her role to be the muse in me
You’re the quite contrary
To my not quite content
With commitment
But I’ll contine loving you exclusively
And girl don’t you ever forget it

If the paint covering our walls could talk
they’d speak in orange tongues
Of moons engulfing the sun
blanketing bodies each time they multiplied to become one

They would talk of the times we’d feed breakfast in bed
And your loving nature
Which encompassed all of it
It would tell of slow dances,
And sloppy sweet serenades
It would tell of passionate romances
Hiding under covers for days

If they really spoke of truth,
they would tell of us
and of our weekend pursuits
and your weakened resolve
Whenever we struck the mood
collapsing hands to palm
while deliberately focused on
your squinting exclamations
surounding a deafening silence
I refused to hear anymore
’cause in your jungle I’m the lion
And for you my drum roars
Baby, it beats
And we bore grooves in deep

These walls of ours

They never get any sleep

They thrive in memories
that are proud to bear witness
to a love that don’t need much
In good health or in sickness
Making love is our medicine
Curing all trepidatious thoughts
That are never forgotten
They stay smothered in love

The pain behind the paint in those walls
Wouldn’t hide the truth about naught,
or pack it into cheap suitcases
where it would never be sought

My love is no longer broken
Your presence filled its coffers
When I was mentally reposin’
Containing a passion deflowered
Your touch moves with me
And your footsteps embed
While I have loved a thousand times
You’re the one I can’t forget

I choke on the memory
Of those left in my past
Swallow all thoughts of them
With the gentlest discontent
Until there is you and I
We are all that is left

I’m not impressed with your relationship
Your myspace posing
Downelinking sexy composes
Exposing clicks in pictures
Caring not about who notices
I see through your resin augmentation
Plaster of paris created molds
Enhancing images created
My ex-mistress was a pro at this job
Explains my lack of interest in barbies
Save for Nicki Minaj
Mad props to any woman who keeps it fake without facades
I’m about as sick of it as any woman feeling discontent
When her relationship quits, except for in this instance
She moved on formed a new one yet still be talkin’ shit
It’s like verbal cleavage
Steady focus on what she’s saying
Just not hearing any of it
Busy reflecting on heaving chests
What initially crippled my perception
It’s an extreme I’d rather forget than not
Like memories of her on top
We’d play Cowboys and Indians
And she’d ride me freshly broken in
Couldn’t seem to get enough
Of this cowboy’s buck
Every orgasm echoed followed by multiple wimples
Following exclamations marked by tender loving subliminals
And the passion we satiated
You initiated and craved it
We rocked ship like lesbians 
Gone down over a 3 day weekend
Pheromones knocked me on my toes 
As did sweat mixed with Burberry cologne
Even attracted a couple of coupled up clones
From every corner and every sign
They knew the game well
They too fall prey to lies
Wishing they possessed more confidence in her eyes
Wanting to play the game
But avoiding matches that start fires 
Tired of feeling like the kid that’s picked last
Don’t care what team he’s on when the game begins
His place is set… and yours is wracked with memory
That idle on minds drifting through time exacting sympathies
Funny how you casually pry and think I won’t notice
Remember… you can’t snoop into mental notebooks
Don’t make that your thing
Hoping wishing and masking real life with dreams
So that “icebox where your heart used to be”
Stops torturing me
It makes quite the impression
Rising and falling with each breath
And with each discarded one
The colder the next gets
Harsh bitter jabs
And I accept each one of them
Right along with the last laugh
I knew it was bound to happen
And that picture of you
I carry around in my soul
Closes me off to the real you
When all about me seems cold
Exposing old leaks in my heart valves
In ways that leave me emotionally unavailable
Cause not a day goes by
Without knowing the truth is
You wish me miserable
But you deny and refute it
By saying “I’m sure you’re doing just wonderful, Knowledge, as usual”
Like my happiness is based on whether or not I wanna spite you

In the beginning our love was complicated yet wonderful
What I felt for you was a hunger that was insatiable
There was this need for you that existed inside of me
That overwhelmed my soul; spirit, mind and body
Constantly taking me to another level of consciousness
Kept me wishing for another hour, another minute, another lingering kiss
When I could see your face before leaving you in a state of fingering bliss
Held your hands up by your head and we proceeded to reminisce
About the last time we made sensual sense of all of this
Life and each other ending with the feel of our naked lips
Locked in an embrace eagerly moving trying desperately to make our way
From the outside of our mouths to our inner arousal states
All the while my free hand was resting upon your heaving breast
Merely a glimpse of our introduction – For we had yet to begin our quest.

Countless times she told me she loved me
I told her in due time she’d show me she loved me
And then there was this, our souls mating in destiny
For she insisted our past lives were destined to be
She claimed we had been together all throughout history
In one life I broke her heart and in another I saved her
I dug us
I was our savior
“Besos Papi” she’d whisper in my ear
She practiced the art of love
And had me forgetting my fears
Always happy to release
And had dance flowing in her bloodstream
From practice routines to step stoned memories
And damn I never got the chance to hear her sing
Though set in my ways she had thoughts of protesting
My previous broken hearts and a silliness that thrilled me
Love the way she’d beckon me with cooking and laundry
We just fit
There were times when I’d start to message her
And instead receive her text message to me
I didn’t need weed
She kept me buzzed for weeks
While I listened to Nas
She played her favorite Donnie
I was a academic hustler
And she, a dancing beauty
It moved me
We’d sit in her crib and chill
Her essence just blew me
She claimed that she
Would
Love
Me
Unconditionally
But I was too busy kissing another with my addictive tongue
I was her karma from former past deeds she’d done
But my kisses would always end
On her lips where she’d whisper
“I love you” she’d say
And I thought she’d always remember
Once a great sparkling collaboration
I was her rough diamond
And she
My constant fixation
I was her earthly comfort
And she my angel in heaven
Next lifetime I’ll make amends
A full circle in seven